MNCT 658 The Supercoaches Part Three

It is true as I wrote these things down that most fell into the two categories - either it said something about me I didn't like - at least I thought it would; or I used the unhappiness to motivate myself. It is very scary to give up being unhappy. Had an odd thought on this - I am a very emotional person so if I give up being unhappy - does that make me not "me" ? And then in a moment of light I wondered aloud that - isn't what makes me "me" a series of design choices I make? And can't I design myself to be happy?
Very thought provoking for me.